Monday, January 10, 2011

The Madness of Anger(Sequel to "The plague of St. Anger)

Many individuals suffer from St. Anger. Many think that satin is evil but people change their opinions when they meet St. Anger. Next to Satin he's the most evil thing you shall encounter. He plagues his victims with anger that when you feed it, it stays with you for the rest of your life. Anger can be divided into many categories from feelings of Franticness to stress and finally just straight out anger. when we have the feeling of anger we feel all warm inside. As if a volcano shall cause a massive eruption. St. Anger was meant to draw the weak and make him their slaves and minions. How he does it is one simple thing. Power. Once the anger rushes in, you feel as if you have a sense of power and control over the enemy that has St. Anger within you. At times he'll leech off of you up until the point where he'll cause something very terrible to happen that may scar you for life and wasn't meant to happen.

When the accident is caused St. Anger has officially left his mark. To recover from these scars is like the Gulf of Mexico recovering from the Deepwater Horizon. Many things have made me angry and I'm always in a constant state of battling with my Anger. From Kindergarten up till 5th grade my anger has been unstoppable. But It wasn't until sometime in 5th grade where I decided to speak up against St. Anger and took anger management classes. And for a certain time period St. Anger met his match and I was free of his curse for the time being. But I was wrong. At present day St. Anger came back for me and this time he has sealed so much anger within me that he shall make sure I don't try to rid myself of him. It's merely impossible to get rid of him but its the madness of it all. Many individuals who don't have his plague are lucky individuals. They've never experienced anger like myself. As I age I feel St. Anger growing weaker and one thing I know for sure is when I'm at my dying moment that I shall finally unlock his chains that bounded me and finally kill St. Anger freeing myself and resting in peace.

For me certain I'm always in a constant state of war with my emotions and anger is one of the many is anger. I 'll always feel him twisting my mind and trying to thwart me whenever he gets the chance but one things for sure the day I rid myself of St. Anger will be a great day of freedom and it'll be an honor assassinating St. Anger

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